Betrayal

Being made to perform an act that betrays your rational self

What You Need

• Nothing in particular

Method

In this training task, you will carry out one masochistic desire that your rational, sensible self normally suppresses.
You will make your masochistic side betray your rational side.

Think of one thing.
Something you truly want to do as a masochist.

It can be anything.
Perhaps a slightly bold exhibitionist act,
or licking a part of yourself you'd never normally lick,
or apologizing to no one in particular, ignoring your pride,
or confessing your fetishes to your partner.
Or maybe it's carrying out a training task you've only read about until now.

The reason you haven't done "it" until now is because your rational side has been opposing it.
But now that you've read this training task, you must temporarily stop your rational thinking.

I command your masochistic side:
Trick, betray, and outmaneuver your rational side to execute "it" without hesitation.

Please tell me in your report what you did to betray yourself.

Points to Note

This training task is more abstract than others.
We sometimes describe things that interfere from outside the framework, from a higher layer, as "meta." This training task is truly "meta."

For many, this will be a vague task that doesn't quite click.
However, some of you will suddenly have a light shone on a certain part of your mind and have an "aha" moment.
Furthermore, you may recognize the "meta" compulsion of this command and realize you cannot resist it.

I would be pleased if my "this" resonates with you, who possesses a delicate and highly sensitive nature.