Standing Pee Holding
Being unreasonably forced to stand while holding your pee
What You Need
- Beverages
- A clock or timer
Method
In this training task, you will hold your urine while standing in a corner of your room.
As with the regular Pee Holding training task, you'll accumulate urine by drinking fluids. Use warm sports drinks or caffeinated beverages effectively. Your goal is to drink at least 1000ml in total.
When you begin to feel an urgent need to go to the bathroom, begin your standing wait. Remove all your clothes and place a clock or timer where you can see it. Once ready, stand at the wall of your room in the "at ease" position.
From this point, you must stare at a single point and not move at all for 1 hour. Of course, you cannot go to the toilet, so if you reach your limit, your only option is to urinate where you stand. You are forbidden from fidgeting or using your hands to suppress the urge.
While standing, continuously recite in a low voice: "Thank you for punishing this garbage masochist." If you happen to wet yourself, as punishment, you must kneel in your own urine and apologize in a dogeza position.
Points to Note
This is a training task that imposes two forms of suffering simultaneously. Even in your own room, standing in the "at ease" position without moving for an hour is physically quite painful. Add to that the struggle of holding in urine that's reaching its limit, and it's not hard to imagine how difficult this will be.
A master who orders this might tempt you by suggesting that it's better to wet yourself early and perform a masochistic dogeza in your urine rather than endure the painful posture and full bladder. Or they might place their own jacket at your feet and command you not to soil it. Find pleasure in this inescapable despair.