The Posture of a Masochist

This is a video frame of a female university student reporting on my training assignment "Kneeling Worship".
This is the masochist posture I want you, who are visiting this website, to see first.

This image has been pixelated by me and made into a GIF, but the original was a mobile phone video that clearly showed her face and private parts.
This is, of course, a video far more risky than revenge porn.

An ordinary woman would never film such a video and send it to someone else.
If for some reason she had to send such a video, she would feel extreme pain and fear.
But her impressions were "I was so miserable that I couldn't stop being excited" and "I'm glad I could show you every part of my body."

Was she originally an abnormal person?
No.
Her daily life consists of attending lectures in environmental studies, supplementing her tuition with money earned from part-time jobs, and earnestly earning credits—rather, she is a serious and sensible person.
Why would such a person be naked in a humiliating posture, even forced to record it in a dangerous video, and be abnormally excited?

There is only one answer: because she is hopelessly a masochist.

Entrusting absolute power that could destroy her life to a master she believes should dominate her.
Obediently executing the orders issued by the master.
Being forced to perform unreasonable acts, having her unseemly appearance, which should not belong to a human, thoroughly observed.

All of these satisfy her masochistic nature and desire for submission, giving her sweet intoxication.
It is a deep, heavy, numbing pleasure, as if her soul is being directly violated and cruelly tormented.
That's why she could take such a risk.

Could you do the same as her?

"I couldn't do it."

That's your answer now, isn't it?
That's fine.
You are ordinary, normal.

Let me change the question slightly.

Do you want to do the same as her?

This time, you may have discovered a faint, throbbing sensation in your heart.
By the time you read all the contents of this website, that throbbing will definitely swell.
It may eventually change your thought of "I couldn't do it."

Because this masochist also stubbornly repeated "I couldn't do it" at first, just like you.