About the Administrator

To help you feel that each text on this site is alive and personal, it's important for you to know who is writing it.
So here, I'll introduce myself a little.

I don't use a specific name online.
This is because if we meet in the real world later, the gap between online and offline names would feel strange.
In the SM world, I use the general term "Administrator."
When you contact me, such as when reporting on training tasks, please call me "Administrator" if you need to address me.

I am 33 years old.
Regarding physical characteristics, I have black hair and fair skin. I'm quite tall at just over 180cm, and people often say suits look good on me.
I have somewhat delicate facial features, and I think many people who meet me online find me attractive as a man.

Regarding my personality, people usually describe me as "capable," "intellectual," "mild-mannered," "gentlemanly," and "pleasant."
I believe these assessments are accurate.
I was raised in a decent family, received a good education, and enjoy reading and meaningful conversations.
I think I have an atmosphere that doesn't make people around me uncomfortable.

I currently have a job that I really enjoy.
It's the type of work that involves creating things as a team, requiring teamwork and creativity.
While I'm confident I can perform any job better than average, I have an aptitude for my current work and receive appropriate compensation.

People who know me in my daily life would never imagine that I create sites like this or treat women like objects.

However, deep in my heart, I've always had a dark, burning desire to "dominate people."
When I look down at a being who is "mine" prostrating before me, I feel an aching ecstasy, as if my heart is being directly caressed by a tongue.
At such times, another part of my heart simultaneously becomes cold.

I want to push "this" further.
I want to give unbearable humiliation and pleasure, to see a face streaked with tears.
I want to make them dependent, then cruelly push them away, and laugh as they cling to me.
I want to push them toward a cliff of corruption from which they can never escape.

Such an unquenchable thirst rises within me as unexpectedly cruel feelings.

I don't raise my voice saying "Do this!" or use violence to force compliance with my orders.
However, I pride myself that my words contain far more potent poison than harsh commands.

A desire bordering on malice for "dominating people," and sweet, poisonous commands that stem from it.
That's who I am in the world of SM.